Season One, Episode Nineteen
First Aired February 7, 2012
Episode Guide
Changes is the nineteenth episode of the first season of ClevanOTP's fanfiction: Glee: The New Years. It was released on February 7, 2012.


Claira's bad girl ways start to change as she opens up about something very personal and dark in her life that causes her to act churlish. Meanwhile, Chanel forces herself not to fall for Randy due to her relationship with Will, but it seems to push her back to him slightly more than expected. Meanwhile, Chuck and Dougie's secret starts to evolve all around New Directions, thanks to Rick.


Song Title Original Artist Performer(s)
Ex-Factor Lauryn Hill Chanel Rayne with Addison Lee and Lily Stevens
Drunk Ed Sheeran Dougie Eastwood
Never Forget You The Noisettes Chanel Rayne and Randy Scouter
Invisible Skylar Grey Claira Kingston
Changes David Bowie New Directions

Guest CastEdit

Special Guest StarsEdit

  • Carmen Electra as Chanel Rayne
  • Marg Helgenberger as Alice Kingston
  • Ryan Reynolds as Randy Scouter

Guest StarsEdit

  • Bart Johnson as Thomas Kingston
  • Drew Roy as Dougie Eastwood
  • Travis Garland as Shawn Dawson
  • Paul Iacono as Julian Carson
  • Autumn Reeser as Lily Stevens


  • Iqbal Theba as Principal Figgins


So here's what you missed on Glee!

Claira decided to quit glee club after she thought that everyone turned on her, and she did rotten things to them after. Later on, Chanel bumped into an old ex-flame, who wants her back, but she doesn't want him back. Chuck and Dougie had a fling at a party and it becomes a love affair between the two, but when Rick finds out about it, they become in danger.

Well, that's what you missed on Glee!

"Randy, what part of I'm not going to New York with you do you understand?" Chanel said.

"Chanel, come on, now. I know you miss New York," Randy said.

Chanel scoffed, chuckled, "Don't even get me started, Randy. I told you in the car, I'm not gonna say it again. The only reason why I am going to New York is because I have to support the kids for Nationals,"

Randy chuckled, "Kids? Forget the kids. I'm pretty sure they won't need any more support than they already have right?"

"What is this all about, Randy? These are one of your sex-and-leave plans, guess what, it's not gonna happen at all,"

Will walked in. "What's going on here, guys?"

"Hey, honey!" Chanel walked to Will and kissed him, Randy shook his head.

Chanel turned around. "Will, this is Randy, my ex-boyfriend. Randy, this is Will, my boyfriend,"

"Nice to meet you," Will tried to shake his hand, Randy looked at his hand then looked at him and scoffed.

Will took his hand away.

"So, how about that movie tonight, Nellie?" Will said.

"I'd love that,"

Randy looked away unpleased, "Nellie?" He said under his breath.

"Well, um, Randy, it was nice meeting you," Will said.

Randy made a smirk and quickly stopped.

"I'll be in my office, Chanel if you need me,"

"OK," Chanel said. They kissed and Will walked out.

Randy mocked, "So, how about the movies tonight, Nellie, blah blah blah,"

"The hell is that?"

"He is a good man, Randy, more than you'll ever be."

"So, you're telling me that night wasn't the best of your life? The carnival rides? The rollercoasters?"

"OK. I must say, that was the best night," Chanel smiled.

Randy smiled, "And I know you can't forget the first time we kissed."

Chanel smiled, "You know that I will never ever forget that night, but, Randy, you will just have to deal with the fact that I'm moving on and there is no way we will be together again and there is no way that I will deal with New York with YOU again. I learned from my mistakes. Goodbye,"

Chanel walked away and Randy sighed.

Chuck was walking with Rick in the hallway, whispering.

"And that's what happened." Chuck said after explaining his fling with Dougie.

"Really?" Rick said.

"Rick, please don't do anything crazy, I'm really confused now, it's like I'm attracted to Dougie, and I'm not even gay or bisexual. This is not me, dude."

"To the rest you're telling me, I think you're kind of into him.."

"I'm not into him," Chuck said.

"Don't lie, Chuck, I can see it in your eyes, I mean, seriously, who wouldn't want to have sex with you," Rick said.

Chuck laughed, "OK. Fine, I might have some feelings for Dougie,"

"Hmm, well, I gotta get to class. See you," Rick walked away with a smirk on his face.

Dougie overheard everything, he quickly ran to Chuck.

"What did you say to him?" Dougie said.

"I told him about us."

"Are you insane, Chuck, why him? He's a rat. He outed Daniel, now he's gonna out us."

"And how do you actually know that for sure, Dougie?"

"Well, forget it, suit yourself, Chuck. But when that happens, both of our asses are grass," Dougie walked away.

Chuck sighed.

"Leave me alone, Claira," Julian said.

"What did I do to you?" Claira said.

"Claira, I've had enough of your crap, I've put up with your stupid pranks and jokes way too long, at first it was fun, but now, you're going too far, because of you I had to go to detention, because of you, I was suspended from school." Julian said.

Claira rolled her eyes, "Oh, come on, Julian, we're supposed to be buddies, remember?"

"Lie. You just only wanted to be my "buddy" because you thought that with me, you could get away with everything. I had to get suspended so you wouldn't. People here have been nothing but innocent and you pick on them because you think it's cool. It's not. That's no such thing as being a bad bitch. A bad bitch will stand up for herself, be there for everyone and support them throughout. From what I'm seeing, I'm realizing that Glee Club isn't the problem here, you are." Julian said.

Claira scoffed.

"How would you feel if someone was throwing water balloons at you? How would you feel if you were called this and that? You would clearly feel bad. So why do it? OK. I may be a snob and all, but here's what I have to say, grow up. You're not a little girl anymore, Claira."

After she heard those seven words, she heard it in her head, when her father yelled at her and said it. "Grow up! You're not a little girl anymore, Claira!"

All she heard was silence after that, it was like she was out of nowhere.

"Claira, Claira, are you listening to me?" Julian said.

Claira walked away, devastated,

Anna and Chuck were in the cafeteria.

"So, Chuck, how about Breadstix tonight?"

"I'd love to go, bu I had plans tonight." Chuck said.

"Chuck, you know, you've been pretty much avoiding me lately and I'm seriously wondering what's keeping you away from me." Anna said.

Chuck tried to ignore her topic, and he sighed.

"Well?" Anna said.

"Anna, can we please talk about this later?" Chuck said.

"No, I want to talk about this now, what is keeping you away from me?"

"Nothing is keeping me away from you,"

"Then why are we so distant?" Anna yelled.

"Look, Anna. I've just been through a lot, and I need some time alone right now, OK." Chuck said.

"Fine, just, fine..." Anna walked away.

Chuck sighed.

"Guys, name an artist that never gets much musical attention,"

"Lauryn Hill,"

"Fiona Apple"

"Barbra Streisand,"

"I don't think she's underrated," Elizabeth said.

"Yeah, she's like totally popular when it comes to music," A.J. said.

"I still consider her as underrated because she never gets any credit anymore,"

"Great examples, though. The reason why I asked that because your assignment is to sing a song that was never really heard a lot on the radio," "Oh, this is gonna be totally easy,"

"So, what are we in the auditorium for, Ms. Rayne?" Addison said.

"Yeah, I have to pee bad, Ms. Rayne,"

"Stop the complaining, I'm just practicing a song and I need you guys to help out with the vocals,"

"OK," Addison said.

"Guitar dude, I'm ready,"

The guy played the guitar and 3 chairs were on the stage, Addison and Lily sat on the stools.

"It all could be so simple, but you rather make it hard." Chanel sang. "Loving you is like a battle and we both end up with scars. Tell me, who I have to be to get some reciprocity. No one loves you more than me and no one ever will."

"Is this just a silly game that forces you to act this way, forces you to scream my name then pretend that you can't stay. Tell me, who I have to be to get some reciprocity. No one loves you more than me and no one ever will."

"No matter how I think we grow, you always seem to let me know, it ain't workin', it ain't workin'. And when I try to walk away, you'd hurt yourself to make me stay. This is crazy, this is crazy."

It goes to Chanel walking in the hallway in dismay, lookng around, depressed.

"I keep letting you back in, how can I explain myself? As painful as this thing has been, I just can't be with no one else. See I know what we got to do, you let go and I'll let go too. 'Cause no one's hurt me more than you and no one ever will."

With Addison and Lily in the background, Chanel and the two sing, "Care for me, care for me. I know you care for me, there for me, there for me, said you'd be there for me. Cry for me, cry for me, you said you'd die for me, give to me, give to me. Why won't you live for me."

Chanel spotted Randy coming her way, he came closer to her, and Chanel quickly looked away.

Randy sighed and looked down.

"Care for me, care for me. I know you care for me, there for me, there for me, said you'd be there for me. Cry for me, cry for me, you said you'd die for me, give to me, give to me. Why won't you live for me."

"Where were you when I needed you..."

Chanel was crying, after the song ended.

"Ms. Rayne, are you OK?" Lily said.

"Um, um, yeah, I'm OK. Thanks for being here guys, I need some time to myself now."

Daniel and A.J. were talking in the library as they spotted Chuck acting very strange.

"Chuck has been acting very strange lately," Daniel said.


Rick was overhearing what Daniel and A.J. were talking about.

"You never see him with Anna that much either," A.J. said.

Chuck quickly walked out of the library, Rick then looked around and quickly ran to Daniel and A.J.

"Well, I know something you don't know about Chuck," Rick said.

"Really? Tell us," A.J. said.

"You really wanna know?" Rick said.

"I mean, sure, I guess," Daniel said.

Rick then got closer to Daniel and A.J. and then whispered at them so they could both hear, he whispered something.

And then suddenly, Daniel and A.J. gasped.

"So, have any of you guys had any ideas for songs?" Mr. Schuester said.

Dougie raised his hand, "Mr. Schue, I have a song, it's kind of one of my favorites, but it's not as popular. It's called "Drunk""

Chuck softly gasped. Oh my god, no.

"I wanna be drunk when I wake up, on the right side of the wrong bed. And never an excuse that I made up, tell you the truth that it weren't, didn't kill me, yeah it never made me stronger at all. Love will scare your makeup, lip sticks to me and make me lean back here, I'm sat here, wishing I was sober, and no i'll never hold you like I used to."

Chuck sighed and looked up at the ceiling. Why is this happening to me?

Rick saw his expression. Oh yes, this song is definitely dedicated to Chuck.

"But the house gets cold when you cut the heating, without you to hold I'll be freezing, can't rely on the heart-a-beating, cause you take part of it every evening. Take words out of my mouth just from breathing, replace with phrases like 'when you leaving me? Should I, Should I..."

"Maybe I'll get drunk, again. I'll be drunk, again, I'll be drunk, again to feel a little love..."

Some of the members felt a bit uncomfortable, especially Chuck.

"All by myself, I'm here again. All by myself, you know i'll never change. All by myself, all by myself. I'm just drunk, again, I'll be drunk, again, I'll be drunk, again to feel a little love.."

Everyone clapped for him except for Chuck and Rick sat just shaking his head.

"Great, Dougie, that was a ... strange song."

"You did that on purpose, did you?" Chuck said.

"Chuck, what are you talking about?" Dougie said.

"You sang that song just to make me feel uncomfortable,"

"That is not true, Chuck. I found an underrated song and I performed it, it had no dedication to you," Dougie said.

"Come on, even the words express that night we had," Chuck said.

"Chuck, look, I am much worried as you are when it comes to this, OK. I wasn't the one who told Rick our little secret WE PROMISED to keep to ourselves. We were drunk, we were in a room alone, everyone else was downstairs, that's it."

"But there's something more to that," Chuck said.

"Chuck, look, you're not gay, you're not bisexual like I am, you are a straight dude and you're supposed to be in love with Anna, not me. Not like I am in love with you,"

"What?" Chuck said.

"Nothing." Dougie said.

"Dougie, come on." Chuck said.

"Fine, I'll admit it, I am in love with you, but that doesn't change the fact that you and me will never be, you're with Anna."

"Claira, we have to talk to you,"

"About what? I'm busy," Claira said.

"So busy is wastching TV and eating junk food? Seriously, we need to talk to you." Claira's mom said.

Claira sighed and turned off her TV and sat next near her mom.

"Yes, mom?" Claira said.

Her mom tried to talk until she discovered something on Claira's arm.

"Claira, what are those marks from your arm?" Her mom said.

Claira looked down and quickly covered her arm, "It's nothing,"

Her mom tried to pull her arm back.

"Stop, what are you doing?" Claira said.

"Claira Kingston, have you been cutting yourself again?" Her mom said.

"No, I just fell on some steps." Claira said.

"Claira, why are you doing this to yourself? This is the third time you've done this to yourself,"

"Falling down the steps is not a big deal," Claira once again lied.

"Stop lying to me, Claira. These marks don't look like dark marks on your skin," Her mom said.

Claira rolled her eyes.

"Claira, you know I've been getting phone calls from your teachers saying how much of a bully you are to the other kids, are you really being mean to those innocent kids?"

"Well, I'm good at it, and I'm bad, that's who I am,"

"Really? How would you feel if someone did the same thing to you?" Her mom said. "I would just knock them out,"

Her mom groaned and sighed, "That's it, I want you out of my house,"

Claira looked shocked, "But, but, but, mom, where am I gonna go?"

"I don't know where, but I don't want a violent daughter in my house."

"I can't leave, mom!"

"Get the hell out of my house!" Her mom said.

"Mom, please, don't make me leave, please." Claira nearly cried.

Her mom shook her head, and tried to pull her downstairs.

"Let's go."

"No, mom. NO! Let me go," Claira said.

"I know, I'm letting you go, go out of my house!" Mom said.

"Mom, please don't let me leave!"

Claira began to cry.

Claira's mom looked at her.

She sighed, "You know when I had you, you were the most precious thing ever. You really were. You used to get all A's in every report card, and now all I'm seeing is C's and D's. Claira, you changed, you can't be like this forever."

"Mom, don't you think I know that? Do you know how it feels being someone you're not?"

"Claira, what has gotten into you, OK? I don't want to regret something I didn't plan on,"

"What are you talking about?"

Claira's mom sighed, "Claira, when I was pregnant with you... your dad wanted me to have an abortion,"

Claira began to cry, "Why didn't.. why didn't you have one then? Why did you just let the doctor kill me as a baby?"

"I never planned on having an abortion, Claira."

"Dad doesn't care about me,"

"He does care about you,"

"NO HE DOESN'T!" Claira yelled. "If he did, he wouldn't convince you not to have me, he's a jerk, how could he do this to me? How could he hurt me like this," She cried much worse.

"Claira, I'm sorry." Mom said.

Claira cried more. Her mom hugged her, but Claira tried to move back away from her. and she walked away.

"Claira, Claira!"

Her mom sighed, and looked down and a tear fell down from her eye.

Chanel was in the hallway until she had a text from Randy.

The text said, Go in the auditorium. :)

Chanel rolled her eyes.

Chanel went in the auditorium, "Randy, I hope this is important,"

"So, you're telling me..." Randy snapped her fingers, the music started playing. "... this song's not important?"

Chanel started to smile.

"Watcha drinking? Rum or whiskey?" Randy sang, "Now won'tcha have a double with me?"

"I'm sorry I'm a little late, I got your message by the way. I'm calling in sick today, so let's go out for old time's sake."

"I'll never forget you, they said we'd never make it my sweet joy, always remember me.."

Chanel walked down the auditorium steps, "We were mysterious, and you were always wearing black." She sang.

"I was so serious, you know my boyfriend's mother nearly had a heart attack."

"I'm sorry I'm a little late, you know the stripes on a tiger are hard to change. I know this world feels like an empty stage. I wouldn't change a thing so glad you're back again." Randy sang.

"I'll never forget you, they said we'd never make it my sweet joy, always remember me.." They both sang. "I'll never forget you at times we couldn't shake it, you're my joy, always remember me."

"We just got swallowed up, you know I didn't forget you. We just got swallowed up." Chanel sang.

"Well, we just got swallowed up, but you love that I didn't forget you, we just got swallowed up by the whole damn world.." Randy sang.

Chanel and Randy were dancing with each other on the stage.

"Watcha thinking?" Randy laughed. "Did you miss me? I borrowed your silver boots, now if you'd just let me give them back to you."

Randy and Chanel both sang, "I'll never forget you, they said we'd never make it my sweet joy, always remember me. I'll never forget you although at times we couldn't shake it, you're my joy, always remember me.."

Will was looking at them and he looked down and walked away.

"Don't you know that you're my joy, always remember me. Don't you know that you're my joy, always remember me."

Randy and Chanel moved closer to each other and tried to kiss. Chanel backed out of it.

"I'm sorry, Randy, I just can't do this now, I have to go."

"But I thought you were into it,"

"I was, but I'm sorry, I have to go,"

Chanel ran out, Randy threw a silent fit as she left.

Chuck looked all around the hallway and ran to the library.

Dougie was in there.

"It took you three minutes to get here," Dougie said.

"I know, but I don't care,"

Chuck and Dougie pressed lips to each other. What they didn't know was that Rick was getting proof that Chuck and Dougie were having an affair, he took pictures hiding and he took many and he saw that they were both smiling at each other.

Rick quickly sneaked out of the library.

Figgins had Claira with her and they made an entrance to a room with Mr. Schuester, Emma Pillsbury, her mom and dad and Sue Sylvester.

"What's going on here?" Claira said.

"Ms. Kingston, please sit down,"

"Mom, dad, why are you guys here?"

"Claira, hon, we heard about what you're going through"

"What are you talking about?"

"You've been going through things we never thought you would go through,"

"Claira, we told them about your cutting situation,"

"You did what?" Claira yelled.

"Hon, we had to, I had to tell them why you've been so abrasive,"

"Claira, I never knew you have been so stressed out about attention and making friends and I always assumed that you were just mean all the time," Will said.

Claira started crying, "This isn't fair, it's not even serious."

"Claira, it is serious, I don't want my daughter not telling me what's on her mind, why she's hurt and why she's acting strange towards us." Her dad said.

"You know, Claira, you can always talk to me about anything, my office is right there." Emma said.

Claira covered up her face. "Do you want to know why I'm so mean, do you?"

"Yes, we all do,"

Claira uncovered her face and sniffled.

"Do you know how it feels when you tried to make friends and you were all alone by yourself, and no one would give you attention? Messing with people gives attention and that's all I wanted, just to fit in with the crowd. Just look at me, this isn't me, it's not right being someone I'm not. I just can't do it. Everyone treats me like I'm invisible, like I'm some piece of crap on the ground. My mom never notices me, my dad didn't want me before, I'm just unwanted,"

"You told her about that?" Dad said.

"I did,"

Claira started crying worse, "Dad, how could you do that?"

"Claira, hon, I am so sorry."

"Just tell me, how could you say such a thing?" Claira said.

"Claira, we were--we were young, I had college in my mind. How could I take care of a baby in college?"

Claira rolled her eyes.

"Claira, you know I love you, and when you first came to us, you were the most beautiful girl ever. I never thought I would ever change my mind about having you. Claira, you're still my little princess from 3 years old, I remember the day you had dressed up in a tutu and you wore your crown and you were singing a song from Disney. That made me notice how adorable you were."

"Dad, I'm not your little girl anymore,"

"Claira, no matter how old you are, you will always be my little princess."

Her dad got up and tried to give her a hug as he opened up his arms.

Claira cried as she got up. "I'm so sorry, Dad. I'm so sorry."

"Claira, you know I love you no matter what,"

Her mom got up and joined the hug.

Sue, Will and Figgins smiled.

Will got up, "Claira, I know that you and New Directions have went through a bumpy ride together, but I would really love if you gave Glee Club another chance. Come back."

Claira looked down.

"Why does she have to come back? After all that she did to us. Do you know how rotten she treated us after she left?" Elizabeth said.

"I agree, I don't think we need anymore trouble." Anna said.

"Guys, look, Claira has been going through a lot of rough times."

"And so, she just takes out all her anger and situations on us innocent students?" A.J. said.

Claira suddenly walked in the choir room.

"Claira, I'm so glad you came."

"So, who are you gonna beat up today?" A.J. said.

Shawn hit him, "Shh!"

"I've realized from my mistakes here in Glee Club. I realized that you guys weren't my enemies, you guys were more like friends to me,"

Some of the glee clubbers rolled their eyes.

"It may not have been that way, and I may have did rotten things to all of you, if you guys can just give me one more chance to prove that I can change, I will, and I would be so grateful."

Will smiled.

"And so, I decided to sing a song for you guys,"

The music started playing and Claira took a deep breath, and looked at Will.

"I take these pills to make me thin, I dye my hair, and cut my skin.." Claira sang.

A flashback occurs when she takes pills and when she died her hair and started to cut herself.

"I try everything, to make them see me. But all they see, is someone that's not me."

"Even when I'm walking on a wire, even when I set myself on fire, why do I always feel invisible, invisible. Everyday I try to look my best, even though inside I'm such a mess, why do I always feel invisible, invisible."

Cheyenne started to smile, along with Anna and Chuck. "Here inside, my quiet hell, you cannot hear, my cries for help. I try everything, to make them see me, but every one, sees what I can't be."

"Even when I'm walking on a wire, even when I set myself on fire, why do I always feel invisible, invisible. Everyday I try to look my best, even though inside I'm such a mess, why do I always feel invisible, invisible."

"Sometimes when I'm alone, I pretend that I'm a queen, It's almost believable."

"Even when I'm walking on a wire, even when I set myself on fire, why do I always feel invisible, invisible. Everyday I try to look my best, even though inside I'm such a mess, why do I always feel invisible, invisible."

A tear fell from Claira's eye, everyone noticed the true side of her.

There was silence after the song ended.

Cheyenne got up and walked to her and she hugged her, everyone also got up to hug her, meaning that everyone forgives her for her mistakes.

Randy tried to walk to Chanel in the teacher's lounge.

"Stay away from her," Will suddenly said.

"Will, that's your name right, what makes you think that i'm trying to get back with her?" Randy said.

"So much for you guys dancing with each other in the auditorium,"

"Oh come on, Will, name right?, that was just for fun!" Randy said.

"Whatever, but I hope I don't catch you with her anywhere, it will be a huge problem if that happens," Will said, he walked away.

Randy scoffed. "And what problem will that be", he said to himself.

Rick and Anna were in the library as they were talking to each other.

"And so, my mother was like, "Barbra Streisand is the best singer on the planet,""

"Really?" Rick said.

"Yup!" Anna said.

Rick looked away suddenly.

"Rick, you've been acting pretty strange lately, is everything okay?" Anna said.

"Yeah, I guess,"

"You know if there's anything you want to tell me, I'm right here,"

Rick sighed, "Anna, yes, there's something I have to tell you, you're my best friend and you know that I would never keep anything from you,"

"What is it?"

Rick sighed, "I think you should take a look for yourself,"

He threw the photos on the table, Anna scanned through them and her mouth was open.

"I-I-I-is that Dougie?" Anna said.

"Yes," Rick said.

"A-a-a-nd" Anna stuttered.


Anna got up and grabbed the pictures and walked as if she was in slow motion.

Music started playing.

In the auditorium, the spotlight was on Claira.

"I still don't know what I was waiting for and my time was running wild, a million dead-end streets. Every time I thought I'd got it made, it seemed the taste was not so sweet." Claira sang.

"So I turned myself to face me but I've never caught a glimpse of how the others must see the faker, I'm much too fast to take that test."

All of New Directions ran out singing, "Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes, turn and face the stranger, ch-ch-Changes.."

"Don't want to be a richer one..." Claira sang.

"Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes, turn and face the stranger, ch-ch-Changes,

"Just gonna have to be a different girl.."

Time may change me, but I can't trace time."

"Strange fascination, fascinating me," Claira sang with the girls.

"Changes are taking the pace, I'm going through.." Claira and A.J. sang.

"Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes, turn and face the stranger, ch-ch-Changes."

"Oh, look out you rock 'n rollers" Claira sang.

"Ch-ch-ch-ch-Changes, turn and face the stranger, ch-ch-Changes"

"Pretty soon you're gonna get a little older.." Shawn sang.

"Time may change me but I can't trace time.. I said that time may change me, but I can't trace time.." Everyone said.

It goes to Anna crying as she runs to Chuck in the hallway.

"Hey babe, what's wrong? Are you OK?" Chuck said.

Anna threw the pictures on the desk.

"Explain these," Anna said.

He looked and he saw all of the pictures, he was shocked.


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